Repeated Mistakes

“Lesson are repeated until they are learned.”-Unknown

The above becomes more evident with age. Things seems to work in cycles. They may happen with different people or in different situations but there will be times where you’ll tell yourself “Hey, i’ve been here before”.

The problem I have with that is I know how it ends but I don’t know what and when I did wrong. It feels a bit like I would snap out of a dream and come back to earth. Like I was asleep all that time and suddenly woke up to see the end happening again.

I think I’m not aware of life enough yet. If I would fully realize how short life is, maybe I would put forth more effort to do different things to change the end result in order to minimize the “I’ve been here” before feeling.

I see my body age, I’m aware that I’m here for a limited amount of time but my head thinks that it’s still 12 years old. I waste a lot of time on things that don’t matter and don’t change which is probably why I do the same mistakes again.